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你是否在輕聲呼喚

要我



踏上旅途



其實是回家



去完成我來到這世上的使命






王心如 (feat. 大嘴巴MC40) - 哥本哈根的童話
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比爾蓋玆為臺灣拍的廣告片 (Bill Gates advertised for Taiwan)
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「妳也經歷過這一切嗎?」 他終於開口說道: 「妳也遇見了五個人嗎?」

她點點頭.

「不一樣的五個人.」 他說.

她又點點頭.

「他們也對妳解釋了所有的事情嗎? 妳會覺得對妳有影響嗎?」

她微笑: 「有非常大的影響.」 她摸摸他的下巴: 「因為這樣我才決定等你.」

他端詳她的眼神. 她的笑容. 他想知道, 她的等待是否也與他的感受相同.

「你對我...... 瞭解多少? 我是說, 妳到底知道多少呢, 自從我......」

難以啟齒.

「自從你死了以後.」

她脫掉頭上的草帽, 把濃密而年輕的髮絲從額頭上撥開: 「這個嘛, 我們在一起生活時發生的每一件事情, 我都知道......」

她收攏雙唇.

「現在, 我也知道了那些事情為什麼會發生......」

她把雙手放在胸口.

「我還知道...... 你愛我愛得很深.」

她牽起他的手. 他整顆心暖融融.


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她執起他的手: 「不, 你沒有失去我. 我就在這兒. 而且不管怎麼說, 你都愛過我.」

「艾迪啊, 失去的愛扔然是愛, 只不過形式不一樣了. 你看不見他們的笑容, 不能為他們端上三餐, 不能撥弄他們的頭髮, 不能擁著他們在舞池裡轉. 可是, 隨著這些感受的褪去, 會有另一種感覺逐漸轉濃. 那是記憶. 記憶變成你的伴侶. 你灌溉它, 你擁有它. 你與記憶共舞.」

「人生總會結束.」 她說: 「愛, 沒有終點.」


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到了某一刻, 艾迪的劇痛平靜了下來, 他發覺有人拍著他的肩膀. 抬頭一看, 塔拉把手裡的石頭伸向他.

「你幫我洗澡.」 她踏進水中, 轉身背向艾迪. 然後她把身上的刺繡衫拉高, 拖了下來.

艾迪往後一縮. 小女孩的皮膚受到嚴重無比的灼傷, 軀幹與窄肩都呈黑色, 燒得焦黑而且起了水泡. 當她轉過身來, 那張美麗、無邪的臉上, 滿是奇形怪狀的傷疤. 她的嘴唇下垂. 只有一隻眼睛睜開. 她的頭髮因為頭皮灼傷而掉光了, 此刻佈滿了顏色斑駁而堅硬的疙瘩.

「你幫我洗澡.」 她又說了一次, 伸出手中的石頭.

艾迪硬著頭皮, 走進水裡. 他接過石頭. 手指發抖.

「我不知道要怎麼洗......」 他嚅囁著說, 聲音小得幾乎聽不見: 「我沒有養過孩子......」

她抬起她焦黑的手, 艾迪輕輕握住, 然後拿著石頭在她的手臂上慢慢摩擦, 直到傷疤開始鬆脫. 他稍微用力一些; 傷疤脫落了. 他把動作加快, 直到焦黑的皮肉剝落, 露出了健康的皮肉. 接著他把石頭翻了面, 摩擦她骨瘦如柴的背, 她窄小的肩膀, 她的頸骨, 最後是她的臉頰、額頭, 以及耳朵後面的皮膚.

她往後靠進他懷裡, 小腦袋擱在他的鎖骨上休息, 閉上眼睛, 彷彿打起盹了. 他輕柔沿著她眼皮四周刮著. 然後刮擦她下垂的嘴唇, 她滿是疙瘩的頭皮, 刮到紫藍色的頭髮又從髮根里長了出來. 他最初看到的那張臉, 又重新展現在他眼前.


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有一座擠了幾千人的碼頭, 有男有女, 有父母子女, 有好多好多小孩----過去的與現在的孩子, 尚未出世的孩子, 肩並著肩, 手牽著手, 戴著運動帽, 穿著短褲, 在木板步道上, 在遊樂器材的列車上, 在木造月台上, 坐在彼此的肩上, 坐在彼此的大腿上. 他們就在那裡, 或著說, 將會在那裡, 正因為艾迪一生中所做的簡單而平凡的工作, 因為他預防了意外的發生, 因為他維護了遊樂器材的安全, 因為他每一天都在不起眼的巡園工作裡發揮了作用. 雖然孩子們的嘴唇紋風不動, 艾迪卻聽見了他們的聲音; 聲音多得無法想像, 一股他從來不知道的祥和心情降臨他的心中. 現在, 他離開了塔拉的掌握, 往上飄浮, 飄到了沙灘上方, 飄到了木板步道上方, 飄到了大帳蓬頂端與園區中央螺旋塔的上方, 朝著那座巨大的白色摩天輪頂端飄去, 頂端的一節車廂正緩緩搖晃著, 裡面坐了一位身穿黃色洋裝的女人----他的妻子瑪格麗特正伸出雙手等待著. 他也伸手握住她, 看見了她的微笑, 那一大群孩子們的聲音, 共同成為上帝所說的一個字:

家.


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大家在「露比碼頭」裡排隊----這裡也向某個地方一樣有人在排隊: 每一行有五個人等待著, 帶著五段不同的回憶, 等待一個名叫艾美或安妮的小女孩, 等待她長大成人, 走入愛情, 增添歲數, 離開人世, 最後再解答她的疑惑----為什麼她會活在人世間, 她活著又是為了什麼理由. 在那個隊伍之中, 現在多了一個留著鬍鬚的老先生, 他頭戴亞麻便帽, 鼻子彎曲變形, 他等在一個叫做「星塵快艇」的地方, 準備說出屬於他那一環的天堂秘密:

每一個人都會對另一個人造成影響, 另一個人又對其他人造成影響, 這整個世界充滿了故事, 然而所有的故事共同串連成一個完整的故事.



-- 《在天堂遇見的五個人》


郭靜 - 看見
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最近碰到一位某些個性和猴媽好像的人

超像的~!

哈哈好好玩

這是一首猴媽一直很喜歡的詩歌小品

把「用主愛真誠來愛你」改一下曲風, 把樸質溫馨的原版變成有點像電視劇配曲, 啊哈哈.

很簡單很簡單的旋律, 只是想錄起來作紀念!

原版: http://mymedia.yam.com/m/1818711
猴媽電視劇版:

錄音1: http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/4/11/974633/I%20Love%20You%20With%20The%20Love%20Of%20The%20Lord%20-%20variation%20copy%201.mp3

錄音2: http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/4/11/974633/I%20Love%20You%20With%20The%20Love%20Of%20The%20Lord%20-%20variation%20copy%202.mp3

都一樣的版本只是不同錄音.

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Yui - Che.r.ry
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這大概是唯一沒被拿掉Yui的Cherry啊, 日本版權抓的超嚴!!

原本可愛的MV還是可以在網路搜尋到

猴媽點播輕快好聽的Yui

祝大家超有精神的一天!   



還有猴媽的朋友你趕快去參加卡內基吧

黃國倫說他也有參加過

嘻嘻   因該會有些收穫?

「愛一直存在」演唱會深情live版

文音的聲音、文音的模樣

發自內心的獨自告白

還有溫馨的開場片頭曲畫面

都有點像今天的心情

整個唯美意境刪除不掉

我知道又是另一個讓全世界落淚的感人故事



個性是

大花痴、傻到爆(我應該沒那麼誇張)、愛幻想、認真、執著...

扮演和猴媽一樣的超級怪咖

第一集的無理取鬧

讓我想起今天的小女孩

我最後還是沒辦法陪她

真的心有餘而力不足了
還好她年紀還小、沒有過問為什麼我不能陪她
假如我說其實我很想、很想陪她
她大概也不會相信



上鋼琴課前我急忙跑過去找她

和她說一句「對不起」

那是我的真話

儘管我知道她是無理取鬧

連午餐都沒有、不想吃

我蹲下來輕聲的對她說

下次我一定陪妳、但妳要先把午餐吃完好不好

因為即使我真的忙到沒有時間

下次我絕對會陪妳



我看到她對我點頭

心裡面的獨白是

因為我不想傷妳的心

其實我只想要陪著妳

That's the only thing I ever wanted

就算要我用一生所有積蓄和學習到的一切交換

只有十分鐘也值得
妳知道、妳相信嗎



因為有一天我會離開、而她會長大、然後忘記我

所以我拍照留念了

我不會忘記她

很久、很久以後的某一天

我們天上再敘舊吧



所以趁現在我還能見到妳

把妳一切的憂傷痛苦都告訴我

我只會靜靜的聽、讓妳靜靜的躺在我懷裡

哭了就好了

因為這裡永遠都會是妳的避風港

而且反正妳也會無理取鬧的要我只能聽不能講



而我、那一天要去登機報到時會很不捨

卻是打從心底高興

小女孩以後會很棒

我心裡永遠都會有她的笑容

小女孩要永遠記得、要像今天一樣、笑得燦爛



又隱藏不住的感性



我想



都是鋼琴、小女孩, 還有梁文音害的吧
紫玫瑰 ROSEATE-LOVE ep01 - 1/7
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「你希望我在收到

第一千朵紫玫瑰的時候

所有願望都能實現

所有夢想都能成真

所以我早就心裡

許下第一千朵紫玫瑰的願望


我希望...

我今天可以收到

你親自送來的第一千朵紫玫瑰

這就是我所有、也是唯一的願望和夢想


然後

當我所有的夢想都實現

我會把你畫的

第一千零一朵紫玫瑰

當作是你的夢想

換我來守護你

你許的會是什麼夢想呢

希望你許的願望是

我跟你之間的故事

永遠不會結束」


-- 小紫

敗犬女王 ep 21 pt 4/8 My Queen (最終話)
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「就在火光四射的那一瞬間

我終於發現

你出現在我身邊

對我而言

這  就是奇蹟」

「真愛才是最無遠弗屆的奇蹟」

梁文音 - 愛一直存在 (紫玫瑰片頭主題曲)
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猴媽今晚點播梁文音小妹主演的「紫玫瑰」片頭主題曲「愛一直存在」

會給我一種很久都沒聽到什麼叫做好聽歌曲的清澈寧靜

溫馨又浪漫、面對全世界而微笑的堅韌

絕對推薦的優質情歌



還有昨天看了哈利波特6的電影, 不錯不錯看哦! 
感性完了還是要搞笑一下:  
20080508全民最大黨-哈利波特_把十億變不見
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Video courtesy of B.H.

Article taken from Fatherly Talk 5.17


To Love One is to Love Many
Dearly Beloved
When the Lord Jesus was speaking about the two greatest commandments
(to love God and to love one's neighbour) and He had elicit the correct
answer from a learned lawyer of His time, He was asked the question as to 『who
was one's neighbour?』 Jesus answered by giving the parable of the
Good Samaritan (Luke 10:27-37). Our neighbours are those who are in our
immediate vicinity and circumstances of life. It is an indictment on the priest
and the Levite who passed by on the other side in order to avoid helping the
man lying by the roadside (Luke 10:31-32).
Our love for God is measured by our love for people; for if
we truly love God, we will love those whom God loves (i.e. everyone).  The
apostle John even goes as far as to say that anyone who claims to love God but
who does not love others is a liar (1 John 4:20-21). And this love is expressed
not just in word or tongue but in deed and truth (1 John 3:17-18). The
difference between not walking in love and walking in love is the difference
between light and darkness (1 John 3:14). The true sign of one who has truly
been born again is that one would walk in the love of Jesus Christ. For this
reason Jesus, in giving His commandment to love, said that by THIS shall all
men know that we are His disciples that we love one another (John 12:34-35). If
we were to ask Christians whether they would want to walk in darkness outside
of God's kingdom, they would most likely answer 『No.』 Yet
many of such would not take a moment's hesitation to be unloving, cruel,
uncaring and inconsiderate of others. And some even would plot and plan evil
unto others, calling their plans justification because of their self-righteousness
and campaign against what they perceive to be sin and evil in others. Such 『holier
than thou' attitudes were what have brought the downfall and shame to
Christianity throughout the two thousand years of Christian recorded history. Modern
Christianity is filled with stories of the unloving and judgmental attitude of
the organized church. This is not to say that there are none who walk in love;
they are but they are too few in numbers and we need a revival of love to
change the attitudes of the organized church.
Learning to walk in love starts somewhere and the first
place to start is always in our home and in our ministry and workplace. It is
essential that every spouse, every sibling or parent or children learn to walk
in unconditional love towards one another. It is a shame to Christianity that
the number of marriages broken down amongst Christians are as many (if not
more) than those who do not claim Christianity as their faith. Of course, such
breakdown are not always the result of both parties for there are many
situations where indeed, it is the sins and unfaithfulness of one party with
the other being the victim. Nevertheless, it is important that one always carry
the love of God in one's heart. No marriage should descend into
bitterness and fighting resulting in enemies made of one another. No
relationship in ministry or work should result in two people in Christ becoming
enemies of one another. Of course, if one party chooses not to walk in love,
such amicable kindness to one another might not be possible. But it would still
be possible for the one party with the true walk in Christ to bear the
afflictions of the other who chose not to walk in love. The stronger one in
love must bear the one who walks lesser in love (1 Corinthians 8:9-13; Romans
14:21; 15:1-2).
If such a commandment seems difficult to some, let them
remember the example of Jesus on the cross. True Christianity is not 『an
eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.』 True Christianity is being willing
to take up the cross and follow after Jesus. What is the cross? The cross is
the place where you choose to take upon yourself all the afflictions of those
who do not walk in love. The cross is when you choose not to retaliate against
evil but you absorb the blows of evil and give out only unconditional love.
When people spit against you, when they scold you, when they hit you, when they
persecute you, when they misunderstand you, when they revile you, when they
isolate and ostracize you – and you respond only with the love of Christ
within you. This is TRUE Christianity. Yes, you choose to respond in such
manner EVEN when you have the power to annihilate such people whether through
natural strength or power or through the help of others who could assemble
themselves to your defence. Jesus had the power to annihilate every single
person who afflicted Him at the cross (more than twelve legions of angels at
His command) and yet He chose to bear the cross for us, showing us the perfect
way. Evil cannot be conquered by natural means (it can only be temporarily restrained
at times through wars fought by men or by force of law). Evil can only be
conquered by the love of God. If you use evil to conquer evil, you yourselves
would have become a greater evil. This is the true doctrine and gospel of Jesus
Christ. True Christianity conquers by love and martyrdom. The cross is more
powerful than guns and nuclear bombs. Great is the eternal reward of those who
walk in love and die at the hands of their persecutors.
The question is then asked as to the limits of such
sacrificial love. As far as running a country and nation is concern, the
governmental systems of the world requires that evil is temporarily restrained
and thus all governments have to run based on the law and issue punishment for
wrong doers (Romans 13:1-7). But as far as the way we run our personal life, it
is much better to suffer loss than to be the avenger (1 Corinthians 6:7). I
know that it seems foolish, stupid and even weak to many who do not understand
this powerful concepts of love overcoming evil. Even more so for those who
suffer material loss or loss of reputation through the evil acts of others.
There is a balance of requirement to allow the governmental law system to
restrain and punish evil by us being honest and upfront in reporting evil to
authorities – with the motive of ensuring that a particular evil is kept
restrained and the perpetrators kept behind bars. But no government can get
into the heart of an individual to teach them to love and forgive. Only the
gospel of Christ can deal with the heart and bring forth forgiveness within the
heart of a victim that has suffered much evil.
We must also remember that if evil succeeds not just in
robbing one of reputation or material things but in creating unforgiveness or
damaged to a heart of love, it has succeeded eternally. We must not allow evil
to succeed eternally even if it seems to succeed temporally. One day all evil
will be eliminated when Christ comes in judgment of all men. Every evil act of
mankind will have to be accounted for at the judgment seat. In the meantime, we
must never, ever allow evil or wrong to rob us of the heart of unconditional
love towards all. There is nothing more precious on planet earth than a soul
and heart that is filled with the love of God and has its nature set in the
unconditional agape love of God. It is more precious than silver, gold or
diamonds. Don't let the enemy steal such a heart or changed it. Such a
heart is a heart close indeed to the heart of God.
The key is to learn that love has the power to absorb the
acts of evil and turn it into something good. As long as our love for God
remains strong, all things will indeed work for good (Romans 8:28). In the history
of Christianity, we have seen how it is love that changes the perpetrators of
evil. Saul was transformed from an evil judgmental Pharisee into an apostle by
the prayers of a loving disciple, Stephen (Acts 7:59-60). Many throughout
church history have been touched and transformed by the complete sacrificial
love of those in Christ. The greatness of true Christianity is in our ability
to love like Jesus loved. Perfect love has cast out fear throughout the two millennium
of Christianity and will continue to do so.
We must believe in power of love as much as we believe in
the power of the Holy Spirit, in the power of the Word and in the power of the
Name of Jesus. Love is more powerful than all the gifts of the Holy Spirit (1
Corinthians 13). When you walk in love, you are not walking in weakness rather
you are walking in the most powerful force in heaven and on earth (and also
shake the whole of hell). It takes a stronger person to refrain from giving 『an
eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.』 It is the weak who have to resort
to natural and carnal means to get their way. It is the foolish who think that
they can possess the world by evil methods and conquest. The truly strong shall
conquer by love and the meek shall inherit the earth (Matthew 5:5).
Now it is understandable that although one can walk in love
towards all, one cannot work with all or fellowship with all because of
differences of methods and differences in motivation. We still have to choose
carefully our ministry partners and our fellowship (Romans 16:17-18). Our love
needs to grow in discernment (Philippians 1:9). However, in choosing carefully
one's friends, fellowship and partners one must always have a heart
filled with only kindness of thought and lovingness of thoughts towards all.
Our mind needs to be filled with loving thoughts and our heart completely empty
of bitterness, anger or unforgiveness (1 Corinthians 13:5-6). Our enemies might
be blind and deaf to our forgiveness and love towards them but our thoughts of
love can reach them deep in their spirits or hearts where they still might be a
hint of godliness or goodness in them. Think only loving thoughts towards all.
And of course, those who live within the circle of our daily
lives, to these we must first exercise our love. Our neighbours are those in
the circle of our lives and not those far away. The secret to growth in love is
that when you succeed in loving one difficult person along your life's
path, that same capacity that you developed in loving that one person becomes
the capacity to love all the millions and billions of others like them; for
through loving one person, a greater capacity to love is ingrained and imparted
into your life. You victory to love one becomes the same power to love others
everywhere. Conversely, your lack of love for that one person around you
becomes a stumbling block to your capacity to love others everywhere; your
inability to love one person near you becomes a scar in your heart that will
remain wherever you may go and wherever you may be. You learn to love the world,
like God so loved the world, one person at a time. When you have succeeded in
loving those around you, you will succeed in loving the world like God does.
Life is an experience. It is filled with millions of tastes,
smells, sights, sounds, wonders and delights both of natural, soul and spirit.
The greatest and most powerful experience in life is to be able to love another
person and then more people and then the world. It is an experience that
transcends time and eternity. It is the highest experience possible on the
earth. God is Love. We were made in God's image. We were made to love as
God does. Love is our highest existence and our main reason for existence. The
meaning of life is Love.
May God increase His love in each of your hearts.
In Christ's love

Today I read in a prayer request email, and this short line just touched my heart very deeply:

"The magnificent life God has planned just for him."

And it's for EVERYONE... for him and for her, for the young and the old.


You Raise Me Up
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Yah, going off work now, hopefully I can still find some time to practice piano tonight.

My cat and piano both in the living room, 貓和鋼琴, what a cool combination!

Oh and farewell to Ms. 宅, drove her off to the airport this morning..!! ALL BEST!!