• Mar 01 Wed 2006 08:50
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音樂改用flash來撥放, 這樣好像比較穩定, 其他好處也很多. 如果要聽很久以前放的歌也就不用一直按下首的按鈕了, 可以直接從flash撥放器的名單選擇. 設定也調成隨機撥放, 這樣就不會老是只有一個呆版的撥放順序了.
 
還有雖然Firefox的遊覽器比IE好很多, 但MSN Space的網誌還是需要IE才能有音樂撥放的功能, 網誌外觀的一些設定也才能顯示的較正常.

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Artist: Hillsong
Album: United - To The Ends Of The Earth

 
Would you believe me if i said...
That we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today....
Would you believe me if i said
that all of the dreams in your heart
can come true.....today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be ...today...
and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
'cause Your all that i believe
and the one that created me
Jesus.... because of You i'm Free
Would you belive me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today..
would you believe me if i said....
that you don't need to wait for the answer before...
you step out in faith

would you believe me if i said...
that nothin is ever impossible.. for God
Just live you life with God inside...
you won'r regret one moment of it

and give all that you can for God. for God

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This morning before I got up, in the state between half-awake and sleep, ie semi-consciousness, I heard my spirit man repeating the phrase "in the name of Jesus," and also "praise the name of Jesus." I know I did not speak with my physical voice, because I didn't actually open my mouth and speak. During that state, I could sense I was facing some enemy force in a spiritual battle, and that was why I was saying those words. However the atmosphere and the tone of my spirit man's voice were very faith-filled, calm and firm, facing the presence of the enemies in a courageous and valiant manner. It felt like as if facing Death itself eyeball to eyeball with no fear at all, and if I perish, there would still be no room for fear.
 
Lastly, I heard something like the phrase "Lion of Judah," and I could see with my spiritual eyes a clear silhouette of a Lion's face.
 
Then I heard the Lion roared, the thunderous loud cry pierced through the spirit realm, similar to the roar of Aslan in the Chronicles of Narnia. He was the reason behind all the bravery. Then I was fully awakened by the roar.
 
Praise be to the Lion of Judah, Who was, Who is, and Who is to come.

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我說: 下雪了
 
也是一樣下小小的
 
昨晚感覺真的會下雪
 
 
你說: 昨晚戀愛世代結束時
 
就開始飄起小雪
 
因為那不是結束
 
True love never runs smooth
 
But true love will be true
 
 
我說: True Love will come
 
This is our Love Generation

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感謝大家對我長期無法正常講話病情的關心, 昨天我再去看了一個白人醫生, 他聽到我的病情後, 就馬上給我轉診到專科醫師那裡, 他說大概要一個月左右才能約到專科診治, 應該是會要照胃鏡, 然後應該是需要動手術.
 
我的問題是叫做「胃食道逆流病」(Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease; GERD), 有關的消息參
http://www.wedar.com/library/heartburn.htm (中)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/GERD (英)
一般的療法如生活飲食習慣的調整, 藥物的治療, 效果似乎對我都有限. 生活飲食其實需要調整的不多, 我不抽煙喝酒不吃宵夜不打牌賭博(這項好像沒關聯), 咖啡巧克力和高脂高熱量等的東西幾乎很少碰, 我只會過瘦不會過肥, 還有我也不會懷孕. 藥物方面最有效的抑酸劑吃了七八個月, 雖然有改善些許, 但到了一個程度就沒什麼效用. 最後再加上我食道長期(近兩年)的受傷, 所以醫生才會說要動手術吧. 雖然相較下不會是個大型手術, 成功率也極高, 但還是會有些的副作用跟後遺症, 長時間後也會有些復發的可能性. 基本上胃食道逆流是個可有效控制但無法完全治癒的症狀. 還有就是最近會去抽血檢查我有沒有幽門桿菌, 因為前一陣子我有胃和十二指腸潰瘍. 在專科照內視鏡後也會發現胃酸逆流是不是跟裂孔疝氣(Hiatus Hernia)有關.
 
總之我希望最好的情況就是不需要動手術, 然後神完全醫治我, 但不限至祂醫治我的方式. 我知道中藥的醫療有時也蠻有效, 但很多決定可能還是要等驗血及專科醫師診斷照鏡後才能明確. 如果真的要動手術的話, 加拿大這裡的醫療制度, 不知道要等多久, 排個半年以上的情況是家常便飯. 轉到專科都要一個月, 而且真的一個月的話還是算很快的了, 我媽以前都要等三四個月以上. 更別說這裡臨時緊急就醫, 斷手斷腳要忍痛三四個小時. 唉唷, 趕快多蓋些醫院啦! 想到那時候在台灣看病還真方便, 不過看病方便, 讓我更氣的是一些醫生. 哈哈, 沒有苦毒啦, 只是有時一些披白色外套醫生的腫腫態度(最惡性的疾病)真的讓我有想 1) 讀醫, 2) 揮個天馬流星正義之拳, 的衝動, 給我的誤判很多也是因為態度隨便的關係吧, 隨便看看五分鐘, 誤判讓我受苦五個月, 多問一些事就不耐煩說沒事沒事很煩走開(聽到時真想翻桌, 但放心我不會罵髒話). 真的是向他們跳樓推薦日劇白色巨塔跟外國影片心靈點滴(Patch Adams), 人不是個「東西」, 人是個人! 嗯, 我還是有碰到OK的醫生啦, 只是好醫生真的不多. 嘿嘿, 沒有苦毒沒有苦毒啦, 耶穌還是愛每一個人.
 
最近這一陣子在神默想神話語上, 我能夠感覺得到信心的實質突破, 雖然不曉得還要多久的時間才能結果, 但我現在一點都不會為我的病情擔心憂慮, 心裡只有感謝喜樂, 為著神在這試煉當中藉許多經文, 環境, 見證, 異象, 及弟兄姊妹的代禱關懷而感謝, 心裡沒有埋怨. 最近幫助我極大的書是莫林‧凱勒斯(Merlin R. Carothers)的「從監獄到讚美」(Prison To Praise)、和「讚美的大能」(Power in Praise), 非常推薦大家閱讀. 這是自從接觸信心神學後對我影響蠻大的看見.
 
最後想請大家繼續為我禱告, 最主要是讓我能持續的讓領受醫治的信心增長, 及其他檢驗看病細節. 我相信耶和華是醫治我的(出15:26), 並且耶穌基督是「昨日, 今日, 一直到永遠是一樣的」(來13:8). 我相信神最終會在祂的時間, 方法及智慧使我得到完全醫治的, 我還要一輩子要跟隨祂呢, 祂是信實的, 讓在這曠野中, 萬事互相效力使我們得益處, 讓神的名大大的得榮耀, 阿門!
 
真的好感謝大家, 願神大大的祝福你們
 
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猴媽備註:最近這幾天加拿大的天氣也是驟變,有幾天吹起大狂風,氣溫大幅降低,氣象台預測溫哥華近期內可能會再下雪。這裡所說的打破舊循環就是跟神的工作模式轉變的開始。不要害怕改變,因為那裡有神的祝福。再提醒神的旨意不會自動發生,所以大家一起加加油尋求神,祂將要恢復補還過去所有的失敗,讓在困苦荒涼中所種的種子,開始萌芽。
 
這裡有此文章的中文翻譯
http://www.hosanna-tod.com/front/bin/ptdetail.phtml?Part=CP021006-GS
 
 


 
We are in a Season of Breaking Cycles
 
Let me refresh you on what a cycle is. A cycle is an interval during which a recurring sequence of events happens. A cycle can also be a periodically repeated sequence of events, or something that happens over and over at a certain time. Sometimes this is impregnated with supernatural phenomena. A cycle can be linked with time or an event and orchestrated supernaturally so that a repeating wound or injustice occurs from generation to generation.
I am praying that every old cycle that would bring you or your family decrease or destruction in the future is being broken in your life. I am declaring that you enter into God's restorative power. Restoration is the power of returning to any place where "God's best covenant plan was deviated from." Restoration includes reclaiming lost land, lost health, and lost joy.
 
Restoration is linked with restitution. For instance, if a stone in your house was broken by a workman, it is substituted with another that is even better. I am declaring that every broken stone in your foundation will be replaced with new strength in this coming year. Restoration also means the perfecting, mending or fitting together of every detail of your life that will cause you to complete or end your race greater than how you began it. If the enemy tried to overtake you in the past year, I am decreeing that you have new strength to outrun him and finish stronger in 2006.
 
May He UNRAVEL every old cycle in your life linked with a three-fold cord of poverty, infirmity and religion.  Remember,
 
* The opposite of poverty is increase and trust.
* The opposite of infirmity is healing and strength through joy.
* The opposite of religion is being willing to embrace something new when presented to you.
 
A Sign for Change: THE WIND HAS BLOWN
 
The Lord's timing is perfect.  In November of last year, the Spirit of God moved on us in a meeting at the church pastored by David Ireland in northern New Jersey. We asked the Lord for an anointing to come down so our feet would be set in perfect timing for the year ahead. We asked Him to break doubt, unbelief, and weariness from us so we would not be lagging behind, and to remove presumption from the Body to keep us from running ahead.
The Spirit of the Lord began to respond to us by saying,
 
"Let Me rearrange your circumstances. Look deep in every circumstance around you for they are setting a new order for your life. Let Me remove your past. Do not strive to hear Me. Let your prayer life be one of asking in simple faith and I will answer you. I will release favor so you can build your future. Let Me train your hands to prosper for building. Stake your claim on your future and expect Me to do wondrous things on your behalf this year."
 
We then asked the Spirit to stir up the Wind of God in Northern New Jersey. We decreed that the wind of awakening for the churches, state, and region (touching New England and New York) would blow. The Lord began to speak,
 
"I say to you do not fear the snow.  Even in the time of snow the wind will begin to blow. When this wind reaches 67 miles per hour, you will know that one season has ended and you are entering into your future.  I say let the WIND BLOWWWWWW!!!!"
 
The Lord in His sovereign timing used Dutch Sheets and Brian Simmons to coordinate a meeting for us to return to New England this past week. The day before arriving, THE WIND WAS RECORDED AT 68 MPH. The headlines of the paper in Connecticut read "BLOWN AWAY."
 
DUTCH SHEETS DECLARES A TIME OF MIRACLES
 
The Lord visited Dutch Sheets with a dream. The setting was New Haven, Connecticut at Gateway Christian Fellowship with Apostle Brian Simmons. The Lord instructed Dutch to decree three things in the dream. He told him to declare:
 
* Miracles would come to the house
* Miracles would come as a result of covenant
* And the region would be baptized into the Miraculous.
 
Last Thursday, Brian Simmons gathered the region to meet at Gateway. Do you see the significance of God's timing? Only the Lord could have had the wind blow the day before all over New England and the original colonies of our nation as a sign that the season has changed and NOW is the time for AWAKENING. There will be a move of the Spirit characterized by miracles, signs and wonders. The winds hit as a sign scheduled perfectly by the Lord to precede the declaration. Dutch Sheets made the declaration as the Lord instructed and the crowd from all over New England resounded with a shout of agreement!
 
MAY THE LORD PREPARE YOUR SPIRIT FOR AWAKENING
 
The Lord is revealing signs in the earth so we will understand that times and seasons have changed.
 
* Learn to think NOW! Let this be a year of MEDITATION so you will have the right word at the right time and REACT BY THE SPIRIT when confronted and not by the FLESH.
* Let your INTUITION be activated this year.
* BREAK the power of OBSESSION by saying, "The Spirit of God will make me hear and overcome!"
* REMOVE anxiety, fear, doubt, anger, frustration, guilt, jealousy and envy.
* Get ready to EMBRACE many changes in your life.
* REDEVELOP your way of touching and communing with the LORD.
 
A KEY FOCUS FOR THE MONTH
This is a key month for plots of the enemy to be uncovered! Watch for BREACHES! Set aside three days to fast before you enter your next position.  This is a time to pray for what has been lost in past seasons and still not recovered to be found. Thank Him for your times of discipline and days of preparation. They will be compensated with FAVOR!  For the issues that you gained victory in last year, declare they are secured this year. This month determines your mindset of victory or else you will have a focus of anguish for the year. Do not let the strategies of the enemy keep you from seeing the BEST the Lord has for you in the year ahead!
 
Article taken from: 
http://www.glory-of-zion.org/outmail/1-23-06_TheWindHasBlownOnline.htm


 
 
相關網誌:
 
2006--愛的轉機
2006--恩待時刻已來到
2006--The Year of Paradigm shifts
A Storm Warning for Canada

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值得一看的屬靈書籍:莫林‧凱勒斯(Merlin R. Carothers)的「從監獄到讚美」(Prison To Praise)、「讚美的大能」(Power in Praise)及他其他的著作都非常非常棒喔。有很多都有中文翻譯了。
 
http://www.foundationofpraise.org/
 
昨晚看到的異象:在發聖經希臘文的考卷,教室感覺有點像我在UBC上新約希臘文的教室,其他學生和老師都模糊。本來以為應該會考的不錯,後來叫到我的名字,看了考卷,蠻失望的,因為成績只有過半一點而已,大概60%上下。總分二十幾分,我只有十幾分。就在極度失望之餘,老師卻宣布考卷上的成績會畫normal curve(常態曲線)而增高。所以我的分數就瞬間提高到80%,他們(應該是其他學生吧,好像還有老師)就說80%是A-耶(UBC的評分法),那很高啊。我嚇了一跳,從很爛的成績突然到A-,然後異象就結束了,當然最後我很高興分數突然變那麼高。
 
背景感覺跟那時上希臘文很像,許多家裡教會的事,每天又通車三小時,真的沒什麼時間讀背那麼多詞態變化什麼的。但是... 神真是有憐憫的,知道我真的盡最大力了。
 
昨天說要上帝爸爸大大的來鼓勵我,是這個嗎?
 
更讓我一直再思考的是,「80%」... 就是情人節異夢裡看到的數字,情人節才剛過兩天,真的是那個意思嗎?這次的信息,大概曉得吧。具體的意義,真的是指異夢裡的那個數字嗎?還是純粹巧合而已?如果不是的話,難道說我的長假就要結束了?
 
現在還不確定,我只知道如果奇蹟沒出現,我的長假是不會結束的。
 
 
相關網誌:
 
情人節願望

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在家整理了一下網誌,在地上能夠與你過幾個情人節?

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市面上應該有很多簡繁中文翻譯的軟體,網路上也能找到一些翻譯的服務。前者大部分需要購買,後者則比較麻煩,要一頁一頁的複製貼上的翻。要不然還可以就直接學看簡體中文,應該不會太難。但另有一個簡單又快又免費的轉換的方法就是藉著Firefox瀏覽器的簡繁轉換擴充套件(extensions),還可設定自動轉換。
 
就醬子。
 
Firefox瀏覽器下載(很多地方都比IE好,但有ActiveX等的網站還是需要IE比較完整)
http://www.moztw.org/
 
下載安裝完後,可以外加很多方便擴充套件,都在同一網站下載,繁簡轉換的套件叫做「新同文堂」,可用搜尋直接找。安裝後關閉重開Firefox,可以調整簡繁轉換設定。
 
醬子,每到簡體的網頁,一下就轉換好了,很多時候如果沒仔細看,根本不會發現原本是個簡體網頁(設定自動轉換的話)。
 
感謝我姊提供這個消息,她是個Mozilla(Firefox)粉絲,台灣的會員什麼的。她還可以一直說微軟哪裡怎樣怎樣。
 
註:Mozilla英文的官方網站是找不到新同文堂的擴充套件,因為只有華人才需要這個。

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作詞:王雅君 作曲:王雅君
 
每一次 都在 徘徊孤單中堅強
每一次 就算很受傷也不閃淚光
我知道 我一直有雙隱形的翅膀
帶我飛 飛過絕望
 
不去想 他們 擁有美麗的太陽
我看見 每天的夕陽也會有變化
我知道 我一直有雙隱形的翅膀
帶我飛 給我希望
 
我終於看到 所有夢想都開花
追逐的年輕歌聲多嘹喨
我終於翱翔 用心凝望不害怕
哪裡會有風就飛多遠吧
 
隱形的翅膀 讓夢恆久比天長
留一個願望讓自己 想像
演唱:張韶涵

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轉眼間,那個粉紅繽紛的季節又要來囉。2006的情人節,我有一個願望。
 
這要說到兩年前的這個時候,二零零四年二月九日至十五日的那個禮拜,是我悠長假期裡的第一個情人節。本來已申請好的神學院,不去了。之前的工作,不是長期性的,辭了。前面的方向,沒有。只有兼幾份家教,就跟瀨名一樣,我也是有教些兒童音樂喔。更多的禱告、固定禁食、讀經、聽講道,親近神,我真的都做了,因為曉得神在我生命中,實實在在是有一個美好計畫啊!可是為什麼這麼久了,確似乎沒有任何一扇門為我敲打而開呢?我沒有懷疑神,只是非常的不了解,過程非常的煎熬(但和後來生病時比起來,這種苦就變如灰塵細粒般的渺小)。最後真的沒辦法了,好像只剩下一件事我還可以嘗試,腦海裡一直盤旋好久的念頭,就是禁食久一點尋求神。因為其實我已經有兩三次的三天禁食,結束後相信一定有某程度的影響,但就針對我前面的道路方向而言,我還是沒有什麼頭緒。從來沒有這樣過。
 
再來就是即使有這個想法,在實踐上還有兩道大難關。第一就是因為擔心我的身體,媽一定不會讓我這麼久不吃東西。禁一餐她都不是很贊同了,所有禁兩餐以上都是在她不在家時進行的。除非是去遠方旅行或回台灣,媽是很少不在多過一個禮拜的,這也是為什麼雖然有這個念頭很久了,還是一直沒辦法著手。照記錄來說,她出國十幾年沒回台灣幾次(我自己十二年也才回去過一次),而且都是要有大事發生,像爺爺過世之類的。不過居然聽說二月的這個時候,是我奶奶的生日,而且是八十歲大壽,讓我媽居然有點考慮要回台了耶。一開始,老實說我認為她雖然有些心動,但看起來她還是不太想回去。就在這時,也不知道為什麼,在一次的禱告會裡,她聽到講台上說一個關於要孝敬父母的簡短信息,她就決定要回去了。而回去的時段,不早也不晚,就是在這個歌頌戀愛的日子前後。
 
就這樣,第一個難題出乎意料的解決了。第二個障礙,就是我媽擔心的身體。唉,我的身體啊,我的身體啊,說到我目前的健康問題,已經可以編成一個連載小說了吧。我一直都非常瘦,在回台灣生病前,身體雖然沒什麼大毛病,但決對離強壯很遠。之前幾次三天的禁食,身體已經不太習慣了,一週下來,能承受得住嗎?那時候是傻,傻勁十足,什麼都不怕、都敢做,死就死啊,我從來不認為死亡是件可怕的事,誰會跳過這個關卡呢?現在也是,重要的是曾經為誰在這顆藍藍的星球上存在過,這就是我永遠年輕的信念。那時的確不知道許多關鍵的禁食原則,但那次神暫允了我,因為我不曉得,可能傻的有點過頭。這個難題,比較了解我的人都知道我的最終選擇會是什麼。
 
基本上,魔鬼是不會誘惑基督徒禁食禱告的,因為禁食禱告會帶給牠們極大的屬靈壓力(可9:29)及其他許多的益處。但卻有兩種特例,魔鬼會要教會不正確的禁食。第一個情況就是為著不正確的動機,如法利賽人自以為義的禁食(太6:16),或想藉著外在行為換取救恩等的禁食(弗2:8-9)。第二種情況就是超過身體負荷的禁食,因為身體如果弄壞了,就有一大部分神的工不能做了,而身體的好壞也會引響靈性。這就是為什麼聖經要我們「照著神所分給各人信心的大小,看得合乎中道。」(羅12:3),也是為何真實的信心,不只是理性上的認同,要有我們的良心來應證(提前1:19)。如果誠實的來評估,比較多信徒的狀況是禁食禱告不太穩定,或是需要靠神的幫助調整動機。我自己兩種情況都要注意,一方面身體不能操過頭,動機也要雖時留心,而且越長期的禁食,越需要注意。耶穌在馬太福音六章十六到十八節的教導告訴我們,禁食禱告最重要的是我們的內心狀態,無論是在進行中或是在分享中。也不要把它稿的神秘兮兮的,因為在禁食時,身體較弱,魔鬼也會試著停止我們(太4:1-11),所以這時需要別人更多的來為禁食者代禱,這就是分享的其中好處之一。也有為了較詳細解說的緣故來分享禁食的經歷,這也是為什麼聖經也記載了耶穌和使徒們禁食的事(太4:2;徒13:2),使大家都能得著禁食禱告的意義和好處。
 
話說回來,我就這樣在有些超過身體限度的情況下開始我的禁食計畫。當然我在行動時,魔鬼也沒在睡午覺。就在要開始前幾天,我患了腸胃感冒,而到了禁食第一天,我還沒完全好。所以除了平常需要克服的飢餓無力感,那天晚上我開始嚴重的上吐下瀉。天哪!我這一輩子從來沒嘔吐這麼嚴重過,都沒吃東西,還一直吐一些黃黃的東西,真是超噁心難受的。難過到我認為我如果不再吃些東西,我一定會死翹翹,提早「榮歸」天家。那種身心靈痛苦到了極限,我心裡就開始對魔鬼說,好啦好啦,我輸了你贏了好不好,高興了吧。我是想把整個過程描述的好笑一點,實際上那種情緒上的激動是蠻艱難的。怎麼辦,才第一天就被KO了,太遜了吧。後來在吐的透徹後,人有好一些,那時我的「教練」就說話了,像漫畫裡或麻辣教師一樣,對那位被打的慘兮兮的學生,開始那種深奧熱血感人發言。
 
「對,沒錯。你說對了,你早就輸了」
 
就這樣。
 
很多時候,真正讓人醒悟的話,是不需要長篇大論的。
 
要第一次禁食禱告這麼久,對我這個瘦子來說,不只是身體上不容易,其實心裡的東西上才是會帶我走過這段的關鍵。而誰能給我身心靈上的力量呢?我曉得,不是我,我早就輸了。事實上,只有當我承認我不行了,我才能勝過,我才能繼續。
 
所以之後我又對魔鬼說同樣的話。對呀,我輸了,只是這次的態度不同了。本來是被打敗的口氣,現在是一種信心的響聲。
 
在這些日子當中,大部分的時間就在讀經、禱告、敬拜,親近神,也讀一些關於進食禱告方面的講章。沒有什麼特別的感覺,沒有看到什麼大異象或聽到神說話如雷聲告訴我前面的路。就這樣到了第六天,情人節前的午夜十二時,我對神唱了我寫的歌,不知道是只有心願還是還有其他首,不太記得了。醬子,簡簡單單滴。
 
在這當中卻有一個有趣的插曲。教會每逢情人節年輕人都有活動,那年當然也不例外,而且我還被叫去做這次活動的招集負責人。天哪,這比禁食胃感冒還痛苦,因為那時真的沒什麼男女戀愛心情,又加上這種行政工作不是我的專長。另外一項不是我專長卻被硬生生的操練的就是帶團體康樂活動。唉,偏偏偏主題了。所以囉,老實說,因為想專心禁食禱告,我真的沒心情去,但是哪有負責人又是教會核心同工不參加的道理啊?話說回來,若是真的有喜歡的姊妹,那當然是另當別論了,我可能還會舉手自願做招集人咧。嘿嘿,當然是開玩笑的,我應該不是那種人吧,哈哈。那只好報名囉,開始連絡安排囉,做啊做啊到情人節那天。什麼,還有餐點啊?理所當然的吧,情人節晚餐啊?那我真的不能去吧,去又不吃我會變成全地球最怪的人,況且身體也還不是很好說。嗯,對呀,所以負責人還是請假囉(哦,我肚肚痛、肚肚痛痛~),還有我的十元報名加餐費也就這樣沒了,這點我居然還記得那麼清楚,哈哈。所以那天我還是待在家,做那些該做的事,情人節,也就如此結束了,至少在睡前我是如此認為的,而那天也是禁食禱告的最後一天:第七天(安息日,我的身體也差不多要安息了)。
 
我很滿意,也不因為什麼特別的事。雖然仍常渴望各式各樣的驚喜,我想最多的快樂,應該還是此刻。不過情人的掛號禮物,有的時候還是會透過特別的方式投遞過來的。眼睛閉上,也不曉得是睡眠中的什麼時候,悄悄的我被帶進另一個世界。自從畢業那個月的長假異夢後,還沒見過一個夢,是這麼的清晰、真實。醒來的時候,好像剛從一個觀光景點旅遊回來,照了好多相,帶著興奮的口吻,能跟遇見的人描述的好逼真生動。雖然這次夢裡的故事,沒有長假之夢那般扣人心弦,但是都含有了關於我未來方向的重要信息。期待祂約定實現的那天,將會是非常美好的吧。
 
兩年前發生的事,好像作日。歲月的如今,我有不一樣的跨欄要跳過,因為這一年多身體的病情(特別是胃),現在是沒辦法再一次長期禁食了。所以2006的情人節願望其實很平凡,希望有一天我能再一次為祂這樣長時間的尋求,而且是有個健康的身體。我想這樣的奇蹟,是值得等很久很久的吧。也許很多人會認為我這個人太童真,可是如果有一天你發現一位如童話般的主角,哪裡就會有真實的童話。哪裡有真心的角色,哪裡就會有真實的故事。這也是為什麼童話、戀情故事情結都大同小異註定是這樣,有很多人不了解、嘲笑,有理無理的逼迫,情人不能在一起,經過百般考驗後終於在一起,在一起不久後環境人為又帶來無奈的分離。但你絕對不要放棄,因為白馬王子和白雪公主找到了真愛,祂像一雙隱形的翅膀,雖然肉眼看不見,但最後將會帶我們飛過一切挫折。願望,一定會實現,打開心仔細的聽,這章童話的主題曲「隱形的翅膀」也是這樣的唱著:
 
每一次 都在 徘徊孤單中堅強
每一次 就算很受傷也不閃淚光
我知道 我一直有雙隱形的翅膀
帶我飛 飛過絕望
 
不去想 他們 擁有美麗的太陽
我看見 每天的夕陽也會有變化
我知道 我一直有雙隱形的翅膀
帶我飛 給我希望
 
我終於看到 所有夢想都開花
追逐的年輕歌聲多嘹喨
我終於翱翔 用心凝望不害怕
哪裡會有風就飛多遠吧
 
隱形的翅膀 讓夢恆久比天長
留一個願望讓自己 想像
 
 
「我的食物就是遵行差我來者的旨意,做成他的工。」(約翰福音4:34)
 
 
 
參考引用歌曲歌詞:
隱形的翅膀
 
 
 
相關網誌:
 
實用禁食禱告教導
 
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Canada is indeed in a heated spiritual battle, and we can see a rough pattern of God's dealing with this nation in accordance with the paradigm shift of 2006.
 
As for Vancouver, not only did she experience the violent storm mentioned by the article below, which caused some power outage in some area, but also the weather has been very peculiar for the past few months. Since November of 2005, rain started to fall almost non-stop, and most days in December was in rain. I read in the Vancouver Sun newspaper that in January of 2006, it rained 29 days out of 31 days, which was a record of second place of some sort. I believe these weather phenomena could be some sort of "spillover effect" from 2005's severe spiritual battle, inasmuch as 2005 was a year of judgment. Despite all the issues that Canada is encountering, such as the homosexual subject, the paradigm is indeed starting to shift. As prophesied by Kenneth E Hagin, the beginning part of 2006 was going to be impacting. In January, we see Canada voted the Conservatives in and hence its leader, Stephen Harper, as the new Prime Minister. Not only does the party hold a more biblical view on many important issues, but there's also a probability that Harper is a believer, since he was raised a Presbyterian and attends church regularly. Furthermore, he uses the phrase "God bless Canada" in most of his campaign speeches and in the PM swear-in ceremony speech too. Nevertheless, regardless of whether he is a Christian or not, this is a very good news and great change, spiritually, for Canada.
 
On the issue of prophecies of a considerable earthquake transpiring in Vancouver and the Northwest region of the US, this is my take as of now. I do believe these prophecies are from the Lord because the contents seem biblical and they came from mature prophetic voices, such as Kim Clement, Todd Bentley et al., with a number of confirmations. However, just as they have pointed out, not only can this be averted, but also this is taking place because spiritual enemies are being judged. We just need to continue in prayer and supplication for all things, and God can turn all things for good for His people. (A good prophetic bulletin and info resource for the city of Vancouver and BC: http://cityscapeprayer.org)
 
On the personal level, all of these things have an effect on each individual in some ways too. I myself am going through some real health concerns, especially in 2005 and January of 2006. But I am now beginning to see more light and finding more strength in Him in this area. In conclusion, I summarize the matter of things during these few months with the phrase "great challenges, but greater victories" (John 16:20-22) because the paradigm, God's dispensation of things, is shifting. And remember, 2006 is just the beginning of that shift; therefore, in the "beginning of the beginning," let us not be discouraged in various trials and battles when circumstances seem to not conform to the perfect will of God yet. God is faithful, and He will come through again just like He did for us in the past. Let us be persistent to remember those in difficult trials with intercessions of love and fervency. Let us continue to stand on God's Word and meditate and confess them daily and be unwavering. Let us keep on praying, and not only praying, the key is BELIEVING in what we pray are coming to pass because that is what faith is (Heb 11:1).
 
I really do believe the US is very blessed to have George W Bush as the President, not because we both have the same first name, but because he is relatively quite pious. He is not perfect, no one is, but at least he is more biblically minded than many of his predecessors and than his last election opponent. I'm touched by how he and Harper use the phrase to invite God to bless their nations when they meant it from their hearts. And so God would truly do that "for He is good (all the time), His mercy endures forever!!!" (Psa 136)
 
May God bless all of His beloved saints. 
 
 


Article taken from: http://www.charismanow.com/02-07-06/

 
 
A Storm Warning for Canada
 
 
The Canadian church is facing a sobering spiritual battle. We need to stand with our brothers and sisters to the north.
 
The headline in a Canadian newspaper caught my eye this past weekend while I was in Vancouver. It said bluntly: "OUT WITH GOD."
 
The page-one story was about Anglican minister Michael Forshaw, a gaunt-faced man who is 64 but who looks much older. He suffers from AIDS and recently learned that the Canadian health agency will allow him to try an experimental drug. He is part of a movement of Canadian Anglicans who want to convince their nation that God approves of homosexuality.
 
Forshaw told a reporter that he believes God is present in all creation, in all people, and "even in the sex act," by which he meant the kind of sex he has with men.
 
"I tried to live a celibate life," Forshaw told Vancouver's Xtra West newspaper, "but I needed the warmth of a human body."
 
With people like Forshaw in authority in Canada's church, it's not surprising that the spiritual climate of the nation is stormy. In Toronto and Vancouver, gay activists are pulling lots of political strings. Gay marriage was legalized last July. Recently the age of sexual consent was lowered to 14—thus allowing adults to prey on young teens without any legal repercussions.
 
Canada is a nation under siege. And even the weather is doing strange things. Last weekend while I was in Vancouver, unusually high winds and rain knocked out power and triggered floods on Feb. 4. Forecasters dubbed it the Super Bowl Storm.
 
Alistair Petrie, the Canadian minister who shared the pulpit with me this weekend, says every Canadian province has had bizarre environmental events in the last few years. He calls these events "God's wake-up calls."
 
I hope Canada is listening.
 
Many Canadians have become champions of a strange philosophy of religious "tolerance" that embraces all world religions—except, of course, biblical Christianity. At one major mainline seminary, leaders ruled that all religions lead to God—and any student who believes that Christianity is exclusive in its truth isn't allowed to proselytize.
Anybody who speaks out for morality or traditional marriage in the media or public debate is branded as homophobic. And when the new Canadian prime minister, Stephen Harper, dared to mention God during his swearing-in ceremony, there was an outcry from liberals who don't even want innocuous religious platitudes uttered in public.
 
Canada faces a serious crisis. A charismatic prophet recently told a group of pastors in Vancouver that he believes a serious earthquake will rock the city.
 
Hopefully this story does not have to end in disaster. I have hope that in the midst of this gathering gloom God will arouse a sleeping church.
 
I spoke in Vancouver last Sunday from 1 Samuel 30, a passage that tells how the Amalekite armies invaded David's camp at Ziklag and kidnapped all of his army's women, children and possessions. It was probably the lowest point in David's life—not only because of the huge loss but also because his own men blamed him for the misfortune.
 
But the Bible tells us that David "found strength in the Lord his God" (v. 6, NIV). David then asked the Lord if he should pursue the enemy, and God answered: "'Pursue them.'…'You will certainly overtake them and succeed in the rescue'" (v. 8).
 
In one of the most dramatic turning points in biblical history, a ragtag army that was once discouraged and defeated raced to the battle line and watched God overthrow their invaders. And the Bible tells us that David not only recovered all the families that had been taken, but also his men took the Amalekites' plunder.
 
I believe God's promise to David applies to the struggle in Canada—as well as to our own spiritual crisis here in the United States. When God's people rise up out of their discouragement and lay hold of the hope of revival—no matter how dark the sky has become, how loud the winds howl and how outnumbered we feel—God's word to us is the same: "You will certainly overtake them."
 
I'm not a Canadian, but I owe my Christian brethren up north my solidarity. You can demonstrate yours by praying that the Canadian church will heed the signs of the times and run to meet this challenge with faith and courage.
 
 
 
J. Lee Grady is editor of Charisma and an award-winning journalist. He writes his column "Fire In My Bones" for Charisma Online twice a week.


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