最近練的兩首很喜歡的敬拜詩歌
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猴媽上《我可能不會愛你》片尾之三行情語 (第6集、第9集)
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- Aug 20 Fri 2010 04:46
Nothing But The Blood | If I Have Not Love
最近練的兩首很喜歡的敬拜詩歌
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- Aug 20 Fri 2010 04:44
The Lesson of Faith
It's been a long while since I record down some of my dreams in my blog because most of them are short and I would be able to get the general meaning right after I awoke. But perhaps this one is worth mention the main parts due to my recent trials in my body. I have acute sciatic pain on left hip, weaknesses in both calves, both of these long term chronic conditions, and lately the strange urine tract condition.
Somehow in my greatest suffering physical and emotional suffering, I asked God if it's time for me to go home, and this idea would be alright. It's better to go back to Heaven where there's no suffering and sickness than to stay alive and feel constant pain that doesn't kill you. At a few point I did seriously consider if this is an option. There are, of course, many promptings and leading and sharing from the people around me in my life that cared and prayed for me. But it seems I had a part to play in the decision as well. So during the height of my pain, I had a dream that seem to be an answer to my question.
Not going into details (ha, I'm becoming more lazy with age), the main summary is that I was with two friends secretly sharing the Good News in a certain heavy Muslim country. We were caught and expected to be executed. In the process of the capture, one of their soldiers, but appeared more like an evil spirit, used some kind of sharp stick to sting my left hip area (where I have my acute sciatic pain), and said something like "don't think you're gonna get away with it." Then we were captured in a tiny prison cell to be executed. The executioner is supposed to be a Muslim soldier, but appeared like an evil spirit as well. I remember me and my friends all had a different name in the dream, maybe in the context of the dream, we used a new name in order to be more mobile and safe in a Muslim country. Then my friend was up to be executed. The executioner had a gun that had a red target pointing device with it. Then my friend, who I somehow sense is me, that the two friends and myself in the dream are in fact, me. I was lined up after my friend to be executed after him. Then the first friend up there was very bold. He proclaimed the honor to die for Christ, while the executioner aimed at his forehead to shoot. Then as the last moments, my friend bowed down in prayer. But because he bowed down, the red target was no longer on his forehead but above it, so the executioner missed. Seeing that my friend was alive, the executioner was astonished. He said to himself that he has done this job in the past and executed so many Christians, all of them died without exception. Therefore, he said that it is only the Will of Allah ("allah" is the Arab word for "God") that we should not be executed. Since they were very reverent toward Allah, they did not dare to execute us. So later we were told that we will be released and sent back to our home country. It was great news but I thought perhaps they're just saying it and will at the end still kill us. But the scene changed to the place of this Muslim country's border area. Me along with my two male friends were going to get out of that place openly. Then my first friend, the friend that was to be executed first, told the customs his name, then I followed immediately and told him my name in the dream (it's called "Laas" or something like that sound) and they let me go. Their border customs was not like that of a democratic country at all, but there were military people all around that place with firearms. For a moment before we approached the customs, who is also dressed in soldier uniform, I thought they weren't gonna let us cross over. Apparently, they have received news to let three people with our names told, so they let us go.
Then I awoke, this is the gist of the dream. Before this dream the same night, I also had brief dreams or words. I've forgotten most of them, but remember one is about divine healing, and seeing a brother in the dream telling me that I was divinely healed or something.
The interpretation of this dream is not too hard, too lazy to write here but record this down as a memorial for future reference. One thing that I was reminded days later was about this "spirit of death." I had seen forms of this actual spirit being of death way back in 2003 in my Long Vacation dream, visions of Jesus, and also in other dreams in the past 6-7 years. It's not just sicknesses, the spirit of death is of course wanting me to die, but God's Will has prevented and kept me alive in His Grace for a purpose.
- Aug 17 Tue 2010 13:07
歐若拉
「愛是一道光」 -- 歐若拉
有些人就是直覺性的給我一種很熟悉感
像是很親的人
他就算已不在了, 每次聽到讀到他就是給我一種「爸爸」的感覺, 不是一種很籠統的感覺, 而是就像是我的親爸爸
有些人給我像「媽媽」的感覺, 有些一遇到就是「小妹」或「大姐」, 有些則是上輩子在天堂就認識的生命摯友.
這些都是很少數的例子, 因為很親的人不是隨便就會碰到. 一生如果親身的認識一兩位, 就已會幸福一輩子.
天使存在在你我的當中, 只是我們通常是看不見的. 就像昨天打的「任天堂」遊戲, 掛掉後變成了天使, 一般人看不見, 但卻確實的存在著. 我可以感受到那些真的關心陪伴著我的天使, 你們真的回到天堂後, 上帝爸爸為你們預備的獎賞是很大很大的, 因為你們去愛. 而你們最大的獎賞就是你們的善良, 你們的美好, 你們所變成了的愛, 也給了你們翅膀.
